“For you formed my inward parts; you knitted me together in my mother’s womb.
I praise you, for I am fearfully and wonderfully made. Wonderful are your works; my soul knows it very well.
My frame was not hidden from you, when I was being made in secret, intricately woven in the depths of the earth.
Your eyes saw my unformed substance; in your book were written, every one of them, the days that were formed for me, when as yet there was none of them.”
Psalm 139:13-16
In the past week, I’ve been struggling to find out what God wanted me to do because I knew that something was wrong with me. I did my daily devotions, prayed, and read the Bible but I knew that something was missing. I kept praying and asking God why I had these feelings. couple days later, God had his way of showing me what I needed. I had a strange dream couple nights ago and it wasn’t a dream that I was used to. I was with my friends and all of a sudden, it started raining acid. We hid under blankets and the next thing you know, we were driving somewhere and the only thing we could take was a sandwich. when we got there, everything was cemented and there were only some patches of grass. there was darkness that slowly covered the place and when it did, everything died, so everyone had to run away from it. we were monitored and were assigned to stay in specific spots. some people weren’t taking the situation seriously. i told my friend to save the sandwich because i didnt know when we will be able to leave. later on my friend (carmen) turn to me and ask me a question. she asked if i was ready to be physically persecuted for what i believe in and i said, “yes, i am ready” with confidence. i asked her the same question and she answered the same.
After having this dream, i finally understood what God was trying to tell me. He reassured me and helped me realize that i am strongly rooted in my faith and that im ready for anything that comes into my direction. i am still growing in my faith and there are many things i need to study and learn. however, I know that this dream wasnt a coincidence because it wasnt like any other dream i usually have. God does so many amazing things in my life that i cannot keep it inside anymore. i am ready to show everyone who God really is. Thank you.